07 September 2009
yeah. so, today i sobbed. i didn't just shed a tear or two. i wept and sniffled and snotted and generally made a mess of things. it was cuz i felt like i was making such a mess of things that i got weepy. and all those lil things added up to make me feel like i was just doing it all wrong.
and i don't have anyone to blame but me.
there were lots of things that by themselves, would have been disappointing, but all combined made me buckle. and then, cuz i did a piss~poor job of planning, i ran out of not one, not two, but three of my prescriptions. and this month's crampage was the worst it's been in quite some time.
so i was a blubbery mass of mess. leakage was rampant, i sniffled and honked and went thru wads of tissues cuz every time i thought i had it under control, i'd burst into a new freshet of tears. my jerry was very comforting and it made me cry even harder that he is so sweet ta me.
po'man, see what he puts up with?