there has been some crap with the dept of education and some other crap with a continuation review board and then there is the crap in counseling but the biggest crap at the moment (and for the past week) has been the inability to draw a non-musical breath.
no kidding, i sound like a 20+ year old clunker attempting to start in pennsylvania in a blizzard. this isn't just a wheeze, it's not just a rattle, it's an entire symphony going on; we gotcher woodwinds, we gotcher clashing cymbals, hell we even gotcher bagpipes. all right here in my chest.
i go back to the doctor in the morning. i'm gonna request those long suction pipes they use in surgery (and the dentist's office) and have a go at my phlegm clogged lungs. i've already had a breathing treatment (monday) and they sent me home with antibiotics, inhaler, and cough syrup.
it ain't pretty, and in a way, i'm glad my guy is in texas at the moment. as it is, he listens to me hack up crud long distance. it's safer than being in spit spewing distance.